Not sure how far I wanna go
Everythings changing
Feeling so different from before
I remember the first time we met
Don't think I'll ever forget
How I first felt when I looked at you
So innocent, young and free
But I don't think I realised what I knew
Chorus
Cause boy, I think I've fallen for youAnd I'm not sure what to do
Cause I feel so alone, it's so forbidden
Do I say it's alright or do I tell what I'm feeling
I remember the way you say my name
And how I long for more
It was only yesterday
When I realised what I've got
Oh
Bridge
I know, that I've always been distantI'm an introvert, what did you expect
But now, do I spread these wings
And fly or do I curl up to cry
Chorus
Bridge
So what am I meant to do
In this head,
All I think about is you
Okay, fine, I'll admit it. I think I've fallen in love with a guy at my Youth group. This has never happened before... not to this extreme. I pushed him last night, just to tease him and... I could feel a slight tingling feeling going up my fingers and I felt all weird and fuzzy.... but there's one problem.
It's my best friend's crush. And he likes her back.
What's a girl meant to do, when the only thing she can think about is him, yet all he can think about is another her?
(Also, I wrote the song up there, you can use it in a songfic if you wish, but please, please, please, credit it to Shona, xelusive memoriesx on HPFF and SAYS)
4 comments:
Oh wow, I love your song lyrics! I definitely think somebody should use them in a songfic. I'm surprised you haven't thought about writing one yourself, with these lyrics and the love triangle you just described? It might make a great Harry/Ginny/Hermione triangle songfic;)
I can't honestly say I've ever been in your position, but if you already know your friend likes him and he likes her, then it might be best if you keep your feelings to yourself. Otherwise, you might risk losing your friend and cause awkwardness between yourself and the boy.
Just trying to help! *hugs*
Thanks Anne! Hmmm... we'll see, maybe I'll write one... or maybe with one of my other songs...
Yeah, maybe... but it's just so hard to refrain from screaming it out in front of everyone... it's so strong its different and amazing and... I am lost for words!
Thanks Anne...
Hey Shona!
Oh, that's really a sad thing to here! But, the song lyrics are wonderful. :-) Are they an actual song or just the lyrics? They really brilliantly create the mood you're feeling.
Anyway, I hope things get better for you and you feel better about everything! I can understand how you must be feeling, though I've never been in your position before either. Reminds me a bit of my "Harmony" from Ron's POV really! ;-)
-Mara, :-)
Hi Mara!
I can't compose songs to save my life, so they are just lyrics... but in my head they have a slow, ballad-y rhythm and way, kinda like "When There Was Me And You" in HSM by Gabriella.
Thanks Mara! I'll read that one shot to see if it is like what I'm feeling...
Shona
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