Gutted

I feel like I've been gutted.

My best friend, Elise, comes to my Youth group, as of the last few weeks. She's been enjoying it soooo much and her parents finally say yes and now she is saying she doesn't want to come anymore and that she wants to go to an anglican one instead.

I've seen her laugh, cry, kneel and be completely changed by the Lord's presence. Now she is completely hostile to the very idea. I don't know what to do or what to say and I really need help.

She's my best friend. And now she's trying to putexcuses in place of sense, something we both know she's not using.

I want nothing more than for her to stay at our youth group.

And this isn't the first time. Last year she came once and used the excuse 'my mum doesn't like that area'. Well I think it's time she learnt where her heart was.

My stomach feels so bad, like it's been twisted and ripped out.